ohhsomethingshiny

I just wanted to say hi to those that are listening.  I am a little lost but am stumbling through the path of life. Love and miss you all, Sierra

This week has been pretty...overwhelming. Is there really something wrong with me??  Am i such a bad person? ...everywhere i go i'm reminded that i'm such a horrible person. Am I really that horrible? Am I not meant to be here? ... The other person that is my half is feeling the same way. ...not good. As long as he makes it through, that's all that matters. I just am hating humanity right now.  Why do we have to lie and hurt others?  Why do we have to speak, while knowing it's not the truth? Today during church I think I'm going to break down crying while praying...things just don't make sense right now. I can tell that my family kn

Well...I have no clue if this is what you call love or not. I mean seriously? it's back to the whole i-can't-take-my-mind-off-of-you thing again! I still can't believe I got advice on that stuff from Brady last night xD haha Think I'll try out what he said though hehe thanks brady Dude, I really really really really really want to hug him at the moment. and then never let go...haha maybe the fray's 'never say never' has something to do with that. xD 'dont let me go don't let me go don't let me go' xD yeah I'm glad things with Sam have finally settled down...thank god. haha For some reason I'm in the mood to do something creative